Friday, April 28, 2006
i miss those times, i really do ):
those times when we'd plan to choreograph steps, and ending up slacking the hours away and achieving only 24 seconds of choreography, which we thought was okay at that point of time as the performance date was still quite far away.
those times at hj's house. we literally used her name so that we could use the room for free. =/ but she was willing to anyway (: and those times when she'd do "read between my fingers" and she did it so often we all got used to it. and those times when little children wld come in and play with all the stuff in that room. and we'd stop practicing and choreographing and start playing with them. plus, our black feets.
those times when we were oh-so-fickle, changing songs repeatedly. we just NEVER were satisfied with what we had, no? but i guess we wanted to best. i guess me and nana were too perfectionistic. maybe it was good, but no in a way. we possibly got nicer songs, yes, and it was nice. but we wasted alot of time. choreographing, and re-choreographing cos somehow we thought some steps just didn't fit in with the new song.
those times when we'd have different opinions and all those eye rolling activity. it surely was good exercise, no? i know i was freaking stubborn and stuff. i know i always wanted it my way. and somehow people wld always give in. any-oh-how, i guess this taught me alot, in a way.
those times when we were rushing the steps because we were running out of time and it was nearing our eoys. we even sacrificed our studying time for dance, for this performance. maybe it was bad of us. but i guess we wanted to do something for our pri. school teachers in return. we were actually quite attached to them.
those times when we'd meet up everyday at lianghui's hse and just practice till we sweated like some shit craphead madwomen. and standing on different platforms, forever hoping we wont fall off them. it was scary, but it was fun.
those times when i'd always be treated as the baby among all four of us. i always sa jiao-ed, i was always the one needing others to give in to ): i guess i was bad. but it was fun, and i think they enjoyed being my "elders" well, i WAS the youngest ANYWAY. and lianghui was the mommy -.-
those times when we'd go hunting for the costume. the way stupidlianghui thuoght that we were wearing the halter outside. like bloodyhell you stupid dumbass! but it was really funny. and it was nice having ur stomach ache in this kind of matters (:
these memories seem so...far away, so...ancient to my memory. yet, when we think of everything we've been through, all the details, it seems so near... yet so far. i want the whole experience back, but i know its not possible, its too much to ask for.
Now, just listening to explosive makes me feel so worked up, so...full of emotions, and i know im still hanging on to the past. how i wish there were a time machine. ): im feeling really nostalgic now, and i really want to go through this whole teacher's day performance experience again. i dont mind searching for songs like a madwoman, whatsoever.
i want those days back ):
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